Just to update, the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train WRECK!
I am not the senior sub. However, the one sub senior to me has always said he would only take one of the H routes from our RMPO. Surprise, surprise he changed his mind and now wants the open route. He is senior sub, and it's his route if he wants it. I understand that fact.
I am thankful that he decided to speak up and say something before the bid so that I didn't go forward thinking I would get the route.
Lesson learned. If someone senior to you claims that he doesn't want to bid, do not believe them.
Every time that senior sub is allowed to be unavailable without consequences, grieve for disparate treatment.
I was always available for any route, any time of day at a moment's notice. Over the years, he's been allowed to be only available as a last resort. Management calls everyone else before him except for the H routes he prefers. I never grieved it because I wanted to work, and I believed that he really didn't want to be full time.
Very painful lesson learned. Now the senior RCA that can barely handle a low-volume H route is going to be the regular carrier on the highest volume route in the office, and I get to be an RCA for a few more years.
That's the way it goes, I guess. I can hope that he bids incorrectly.